Wednesday, March 23, 2005
ARRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG Men suck!!! I just want that on the record!!!! Sometimes little mistakes can really come back to bite you in the ass!!!!
But anyway - I have 21 days and a wake up til Ethen arrives adn a TON to do!!! I am trying to save as much leave as I can to get things done and it's just NOT working out very well right now... As it is because I have SOOOOO much to do and so little energy I am thinking of taking tomorrow off of work to do some work while the boys are at school... We shall see how I feel in the morning and what I can manage to get done tonight.... I am just reaching that point where things NEED to be done but the "urge" still hasn't kicked in so I guess I am gonna have to kick it in myself forcefully... I have been very uncomfortable and achy lately - I am hoping that next week when I have my next appt they check me to make sure I am NOT dilating cause man I have been having twinges that I really hope DON"T mean I am cause I am soo NOT ready for Ethen yet.... Well it's time to leave the office adn pick up Dilen.... Toodles til next time...
But anyway - I have 21 days and a wake up til Ethen arrives adn a TON to do!!! I am trying to save as much leave as I can to get things done and it's just NOT working out very well right now... As it is because I have SOOOOO much to do and so little energy I am thinking of taking tomorrow off of work to do some work while the boys are at school... We shall see how I feel in the morning and what I can manage to get done tonight.... I am just reaching that point where things NEED to be done but the "urge" still hasn't kicked in so I guess I am gonna have to kick it in myself forcefully... I have been very uncomfortable and achy lately - I am hoping that next week when I have my next appt they check me to make sure I am NOT dilating cause man I have been having twinges that I really hope DON"T mean I am cause I am soo NOT ready for Ethen yet.... Well it's time to leave the office adn pick up Dilen.... Toodles til next time...
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
I hate winter!! I hate snow!!! and I hate cold!!! Little Dilen is constantly asking when we can go to FL where it doesn't snow... you know the kid has a good idea at this point... We are freezing here as of yesterday.... Today is in the teens, maybe 20s w/wind chills taking us down to single digits - if we are lucky we MIGHT break freezing tomorrow only to be thrown more snow Friday night....
Not too much else going on - life is pretty much status quo... I work, boys go to school, we bowl Saturdays....
I have my C-Section date - April 14th at 10am... 35 days and a wake up!!!! OMG I have a ton to do and no energy or time!!!!! The boys are excited though... VERY excited....
We have all recovered from the broncitus for the most part... Not much lingering other then we all still lack a bit of zip but that is slowly coming back too.... And the good thing that came from all of it is that I am STILL smoke free as of 2/14/05!!!! 23 days and counting - I wonder when it won't be such an issue for me - I still have desires or urges to smoke but I am too stubborn to blow things now... Mostly the missing of smoking is mental - I still go outside w/my co-worker when he goes out for some fresh air but overall I really don't have a NEED to have a puff - just want to get away from my desk... Speaking of work - I am here til the bitter end but I have NOOOO desire to be here and I feel like I am not really earning my keep so to speak.... I am sure my boss would make a "suggestion" of some sort if I really was lacking.... I just hate that feel like I am accomplishing little or nothing... Speaking of that I should get back to the mindless crap I am working on/staring at.... Til next time...
Not too much else going on - life is pretty much status quo... I work, boys go to school, we bowl Saturdays....
I have my C-Section date - April 14th at 10am... 35 days and a wake up!!!! OMG I have a ton to do and no energy or time!!!!! The boys are excited though... VERY excited....
We have all recovered from the broncitus for the most part... Not much lingering other then we all still lack a bit of zip but that is slowly coming back too.... And the good thing that came from all of it is that I am STILL smoke free as of 2/14/05!!!! 23 days and counting - I wonder when it won't be such an issue for me - I still have desires or urges to smoke but I am too stubborn to blow things now... Mostly the missing of smoking is mental - I still go outside w/my co-worker when he goes out for some fresh air but overall I really don't have a NEED to have a puff - just want to get away from my desk... Speaking of work - I am here til the bitter end but I have NOOOO desire to be here and I feel like I am not really earning my keep so to speak.... I am sure my boss would make a "suggestion" of some sort if I really was lacking.... I just hate that feel like I am accomplishing little or nothing... Speaking of that I should get back to the mindless crap I am working on/staring at.... Til next time...
